Last Wednesday I started a new rotation at Bamelete Lutheran Hospital (BLH) in Ramotswa, a town about 45 minutes outside of Gabarone. It is different from Princess Marina in countless ways. First, there aren't nearly as many doctors. There are three surgeons (one an Ob/Gyn specialist) and five or so generalists who take round in the female and male medical wards, the pediatric ward, the TB ward, the maternity ward and the outpatient clinics. It's pretty impressive how such a small group can really cover so many patients. But it makes sense understanding the shortage of physicians in the country. In one of our journal clubs we had an interesting discussion about "brain drain" and the loss of qualified health professionals due to immigration in sub-Saharan Africa and other low-middle income countries facing health crises. I would say BLH is a good example of this phenomenon. Not only are there a small number of doctors, each physician is from a different country. There are two German doctors, two Indian doctors, a Chinese doctor, Congolese, Zimbabwean and Nigerian. Morning report is colored by the many different accents, and certainly many different approaches to medicine. Yet it's interesting how medicine is a universal language in itself at the same time, allowing people to communicate pretty fluently about patient care issues.
My first day I rounded in the TB ward, which was fascinating. Botswana has made a commitment of ridding the country of TB by 2016, a goal some here find laughable, but certainly it's important to strive for lofty goals in this fight. The patients ranged from end-stage patients to those making a full recovery, almost all with the same symptoms of fever, night sweats, cough and weight loss. One healthy looking gentleman explained to me through the nurse translating that TB almost took his life, "I was dead" he told me. He was safely on treatment and excited about what lay ahead for him after discharge.
There seems to be a pretty rigorous system in place when new TB cases come in. Case workers go to patient's homes and exposed, at-risk individuals are started on TB prophylaxis treatment. And if patients deny or refuse treatment, they can be sent to a location where they must remain until they finish their regimen. The physician I worked with called it "TB prison" - an interesting concept.
We then went to the outpatient clinic called the IDCC where we saw patients who are currently on HAART for HIV. What I found fascinating about this experience was that it showed how HAART is really amazing and life-saving treatment. People came in being managed for other medical issues such as hypertension and erectile dysfunction, and many wanted to discuss family planning type issues. HIV was just part of their lives, but did not define them. It's a testament to how far a place like Botswana has come, when people who are HIV infected can worry about and focus on other life problems and live long enough to encounter other chronic diseases. The physician I was working with told me "this is how we know it's working, and it makes me happy to see it."
My next three weeks will be interesting because there are no longer teams at BLH, just a physician and myself. Should make for some good learning experiences.
Monday, July 22, 2013
Tuesday, July 16, 2013
Victoria Falls, Kasane and Chobe National Park
I just returned from a brilliant holiday weekend with Ali and Julie in the north of Botswana and Zimbabwe. We had the luck of two national holidays on both of Monday and Tuesday of this week, so we could plan to enjoy the weekend pretty liberally.
We left Friday evening on an overnight bus to Kasane from Gabarone, about a 12 hour trip which seemed to be on a straight-long highway with no street lights. I'm always a bit hesitant about long bus trips, not only because of the space issue with fitting in those small seats (I can't imagine how people taller than me survive!), but also because craziness seems to follow me on bus trips. This time was no different. We left at around 7pm and our bus was pulled over by the police about 45 minutes into the trip. Without explanation, we were all shuttled off the bus and stood around as policemen and women sifted through people's bags. Soon a tense conversation ensued between a police officer and one woman about something in her bag. People whispered that she may have had a firearm in her bag. After about 10 minutes we got back on the bus, and people said she was arrested. Ten more minutes later she entered the bus, with a small smirk on her face. I'm still unsure what happened there.
Anyway, we kept going on the bus, and there were about four people standing the entire bus ride. Unfortunately, one man decided to use my seat as an arm rest. So for the next couple of hours as I fell in and out of sleep, I would nudge his arm away with my bald head. He would move it and then when I fell asleep, sneak his arm back on my chair. As I engaged in a silent battle with this man for my chair, a creepy noise came from the radio, which I imagine could only be played to torture soldiers in war. It was literally like someone scratching a chalkboard with long fingernails. When that inappropriately long "song" ended, the people around us were talking incredibly loudly. I looked up and it was about 3am when the talking reached a ridiculous crescendo. There was a man and a woman between Julie and I talking in the aisle. The lady was continually bending over looking out the window for her stop, so when I would open my eyes her ear would literally be two inches from my face (presumably her butt was in Julie's face). This same woman leaned so heavily on Julie's shoulder that she was pretty much on the seat. Poor Julie and I tried to sleep through it, but eventually we had to say something - I don't think she understood anything I said, so I laughed a bit to myself and attempted to go back to sleep (lucky Ali slept through this entire ordeal). This whole time the man sitting to my left invaded my personal space over and over again, at one point literally nestling in my armpit. I was so overwhelmed by all this violation of personal space, there was nothing to do but laugh...
We arrived in Kasane and crossed the border to Victoria Falls, Zimbabwe, a sleepy yet quite touristy town with fancy hotels and hostels on every corner, all leading to the magnificent falls. Vic Falls is the largest waterfall in the world, a World Heritage Site, and when we got there we could see why. Rainbows seemed to be all around us as the mist from the falls moved in different directions. There was the constant low rumble of water hitting the rocks below, the chirp of exotic birds landing on trees. It was truly amazing. After that we had a great meal with local food at a restaurant named Mama Africa and returned to our hostel to find music blaring and people everywhere. We apparently stayed at a party hostel, and I'm so glad we did. This group from South Africa led by Jeremy Loops gave a small concert which was awesome - he played guitar, harmonica, and beat-boxed, backed up by a rapper and a saxophone player, building compelling rhythms for the audience.
Julie and I woke up early in the morning to go to an elephant park and ride elephants! It was breathtaking. We rode the matron of the group, an elephant named Coco who they said was a lesbian because she had no children and wouldn't let any male elephants mate with her. She was quite sassy, and even stopped for awhile to fart, despite her trainer's calls to move. It was fascinating though, the trainer had worked with her for over 16 years since she was young. When we got back from our walk, we got to feed the elephants, and I watched the three year old elephant cling to her mother as we fed them. I'm really obsessed with elephants now.
The three of us then went back to Kasane and stayed at a beautiful place in town. We took a wonderful boat cruise, where we saw elephants, hippos, crocodiles, baboons, impalas. It was just the three of us, with the awesome guide who was so knowledgeable. And then we all watched the sunset in awe, as the sky was a fiery red and the sun looked as if it was falling into the water. It was one of those moments where you realize only some divine power could create something so beautiful.
We landed back in Gabarone feeling grateful for seeing and experiencing so much in one weekend. I've now been to South Africa, Namibia, Botswana and Zimbabwe. Southern Africa is gorgeous - hopefully one day I'll get to Mozambique...
We left Friday evening on an overnight bus to Kasane from Gabarone, about a 12 hour trip which seemed to be on a straight-long highway with no street lights. I'm always a bit hesitant about long bus trips, not only because of the space issue with fitting in those small seats (I can't imagine how people taller than me survive!), but also because craziness seems to follow me on bus trips. This time was no different. We left at around 7pm and our bus was pulled over by the police about 45 minutes into the trip. Without explanation, we were all shuttled off the bus and stood around as policemen and women sifted through people's bags. Soon a tense conversation ensued between a police officer and one woman about something in her bag. People whispered that she may have had a firearm in her bag. After about 10 minutes we got back on the bus, and people said she was arrested. Ten more minutes later she entered the bus, with a small smirk on her face. I'm still unsure what happened there.
Anyway, we kept going on the bus, and there were about four people standing the entire bus ride. Unfortunately, one man decided to use my seat as an arm rest. So for the next couple of hours as I fell in and out of sleep, I would nudge his arm away with my bald head. He would move it and then when I fell asleep, sneak his arm back on my chair. As I engaged in a silent battle with this man for my chair, a creepy noise came from the radio, which I imagine could only be played to torture soldiers in war. It was literally like someone scratching a chalkboard with long fingernails. When that inappropriately long "song" ended, the people around us were talking incredibly loudly. I looked up and it was about 3am when the talking reached a ridiculous crescendo. There was a man and a woman between Julie and I talking in the aisle. The lady was continually bending over looking out the window for her stop, so when I would open my eyes her ear would literally be two inches from my face (presumably her butt was in Julie's face). This same woman leaned so heavily on Julie's shoulder that she was pretty much on the seat. Poor Julie and I tried to sleep through it, but eventually we had to say something - I don't think she understood anything I said, so I laughed a bit to myself and attempted to go back to sleep (lucky Ali slept through this entire ordeal). This whole time the man sitting to my left invaded my personal space over and over again, at one point literally nestling in my armpit. I was so overwhelmed by all this violation of personal space, there was nothing to do but laugh...
We arrived in Kasane and crossed the border to Victoria Falls, Zimbabwe, a sleepy yet quite touristy town with fancy hotels and hostels on every corner, all leading to the magnificent falls. Vic Falls is the largest waterfall in the world, a World Heritage Site, and when we got there we could see why. Rainbows seemed to be all around us as the mist from the falls moved in different directions. There was the constant low rumble of water hitting the rocks below, the chirp of exotic birds landing on trees. It was truly amazing. After that we had a great meal with local food at a restaurant named Mama Africa and returned to our hostel to find music blaring and people everywhere. We apparently stayed at a party hostel, and I'm so glad we did. This group from South Africa led by Jeremy Loops gave a small concert which was awesome - he played guitar, harmonica, and beat-boxed, backed up by a rapper and a saxophone player, building compelling rhythms for the audience.
Julie and I woke up early in the morning to go to an elephant park and ride elephants! It was breathtaking. We rode the matron of the group, an elephant named Coco who they said was a lesbian because she had no children and wouldn't let any male elephants mate with her. She was quite sassy, and even stopped for awhile to fart, despite her trainer's calls to move. It was fascinating though, the trainer had worked with her for over 16 years since she was young. When we got back from our walk, we got to feed the elephants, and I watched the three year old elephant cling to her mother as we fed them. I'm really obsessed with elephants now.
The three of us then went back to Kasane and stayed at a beautiful place in town. We took a wonderful boat cruise, where we saw elephants, hippos, crocodiles, baboons, impalas. It was just the three of us, with the awesome guide who was so knowledgeable. And then we all watched the sunset in awe, as the sky was a fiery red and the sun looked as if it was falling into the water. It was one of those moments where you realize only some divine power could create something so beautiful.
We landed back in Gabarone feeling grateful for seeing and experiencing so much in one weekend. I've now been to South Africa, Namibia, Botswana and Zimbabwe. Southern Africa is gorgeous - hopefully one day I'll get to Mozambique...
Thursday, July 11, 2013
The Human Side of Illness
As I go into my last day at Princess Marina Hospital tomorrow, scenes of patients suffering left and right stick out in my mind. I don't think I've been around so much suffering in one place before. And I've already felt my reaction to it change in the eight days I've worked here. Rounding in the male and female medical ward, there are multiple delirious and cachectic patients, gripped by the throes of illness after presumably years of not taking care of themselves. Pessimism floats in the air - how can any of these folks be saved? For example one of my patients admitted today came in with a week of confusion, after having weight loss, cough and night sweats for weeks. He's in his mid-20s and HIV+ and his brother described how he became non-responsive in the last few days. His chest x-ray came back a few hours later, and both lung fields were marked with what looked like small millet seeds, a cardinal sign of miliary, or disseminated tuberculosis infection. I watched as he writhed in bed, both arms strapped down to keep him from pulling out the IV lines he needed for his medication, his eyes floating around the room to nothing in particular, groaning and speaking insensible words. THe mortality rate of his infection is extremely high. Unfortunately his sight is a typical one.
Yet another one of my patients today actually reminded me why it doesn't have to be about hopelessness in these situations. He is also in his mid-20s, newly diagnosed with HIV. When he arrived on the ward earlier this week, his oxygen saturation was very low and whenever he took off his mask which gave him supplemental oxygen, he began to hyperventilate. He looked incredibly scared, surrounded by a team of concerned doctors, laying next to beds of patients much older and much sicker than him. He likely had PCP (pneumocystis pneumonia), an opportunistic infection often seen with a low CD4 count in HIV. I was scared for him. We started treating him unsure about what course he would take. The ICU is very small and rejected him when we requested he be transferred. And in a chaotic place like PMH, the nursing care leaves much to be desired, so someone like him with a lot of needs really needed a good response to his meds in order to do well.
Each day this week, he would call me over as I passed his bed in the hall. We talked about his work as a waiter, how he missed school, how much he loved his family. He felt like a little brother. And I told him he'd be okay, even though ultimately I wasn't sure what would happen. Luckily today he flashed a smile when we got to him on rounds. His oxygen sat stabilized, and he had minimal shortness of breath. He looked more energetic, more hopeful. He was also excited to introduce me to his mother when she arrived at his bedside. His cell phone would always ring in the morning while I was drawing blood on him, and the name "Mom" would flash on the screen. He explained to her that I was the guy poking him with needles every day.
I was encouraged by the fact that even at Princess Marina, where there are so many patients and so many health professionals, and the medical teams are big and the patients are very sick, one can still make a human connection. One can still give a patient fearing for his or her life some companionship, some understanding. I'm humbled by the difference one can make here. Everyday at 1pm families flood the wards for visiting hours. Watching them pray to God for mercy, and watching some of them weep at the bedside, you remember that this isn't just another number, but a father or a mother, a brother or a sister, a lover or a friend.
Despite how much illness resides here, the generosity and spirit of the medical officers and interns make the hospital run. But I know just how much the forces are stacked against them. In my short span working at this hospital, I have seen and learned so much about how important it is to not give up on patients, and to humanize them despite the dire picture they present. This is an incredible challenge in a resource poor setting, where there's only so much one do, and only so many tests one can order. I applaud the folks in the trenches every day; it is a pleasure to work with them.
Yet another one of my patients today actually reminded me why it doesn't have to be about hopelessness in these situations. He is also in his mid-20s, newly diagnosed with HIV. When he arrived on the ward earlier this week, his oxygen saturation was very low and whenever he took off his mask which gave him supplemental oxygen, he began to hyperventilate. He looked incredibly scared, surrounded by a team of concerned doctors, laying next to beds of patients much older and much sicker than him. He likely had PCP (pneumocystis pneumonia), an opportunistic infection often seen with a low CD4 count in HIV. I was scared for him. We started treating him unsure about what course he would take. The ICU is very small and rejected him when we requested he be transferred. And in a chaotic place like PMH, the nursing care leaves much to be desired, so someone like him with a lot of needs really needed a good response to his meds in order to do well.
Each day this week, he would call me over as I passed his bed in the hall. We talked about his work as a waiter, how he missed school, how much he loved his family. He felt like a little brother. And I told him he'd be okay, even though ultimately I wasn't sure what would happen. Luckily today he flashed a smile when we got to him on rounds. His oxygen sat stabilized, and he had minimal shortness of breath. He looked more energetic, more hopeful. He was also excited to introduce me to his mother when she arrived at his bedside. His cell phone would always ring in the morning while I was drawing blood on him, and the name "Mom" would flash on the screen. He explained to her that I was the guy poking him with needles every day.
I was encouraged by the fact that even at Princess Marina, where there are so many patients and so many health professionals, and the medical teams are big and the patients are very sick, one can still make a human connection. One can still give a patient fearing for his or her life some companionship, some understanding. I'm humbled by the difference one can make here. Everyday at 1pm families flood the wards for visiting hours. Watching them pray to God for mercy, and watching some of them weep at the bedside, you remember that this isn't just another number, but a father or a mother, a brother or a sister, a lover or a friend.
Despite how much illness resides here, the generosity and spirit of the medical officers and interns make the hospital run. But I know just how much the forces are stacked against them. In my short span working at this hospital, I have seen and learned so much about how important it is to not give up on patients, and to humanize them despite the dire picture they present. This is an incredible challenge in a resource poor setting, where there's only so much one do, and only so many tests one can order. I applaud the folks in the trenches every day; it is a pleasure to work with them.
Friday, July 5, 2013
The Normalcy of Dying
You wonder what the effect of watching loved ones die one after another could be. You think of the psychological trauma caused by a country losing so many of its young men and women. You consider the effects on morale when hopelessness seems to reign for so many years. When the president in Botswana in 2001 gave an impassioned speech at the UN (https://www.un.org/ga/aids/statements/docs/botswanaE.html), telling the world his people were threatened with the extinction from HIV/AIDS, the world responded. It really was a beautiful call for revolution, for re-thinking the notion that we should accept people dying in such impressive numbers. Investments from PEPFAR to Bill and Melinda Gates to multiple universities (like Penn) and NGOs followed, and in many ways it was inspirational that the world resolved not to let things continue as is. Twelve years later, after many successes and indeed some failures, it's interesting to see the effects of the epidemic on the ground as a medical student.
I just finished my first week at Princess Marina Hospital, and to say the least, it has been a rollercoaster of emotions. The hospital is a fascinating place. Each morning starts with morning report, where cases from night before are presented and administrative issues are discussed. Medical students line the back row, attendings sit toward the front - from diverse places like Italy and China and Cuba - and house staff fill the rest of the room. After report, young medical officers, interns and residents fly through the halls with their masks on as patients wait to be rounded on, some in fear, some grasping for air, some casually texting on their cell phones. One thing the patients have in common is that they are very ill, many on the precipice of life and death, coming in with serious opportunistic infections. As a medical student I am learning so much everyday - I'm doing procedures (did my first lumbar puncture!!) and I am engrossed in our discussions of topics like HIV and TB co-infection or cryptococcal meningitis. I love the process of thinking about the diagnosis and the challenge of management decisions in the context of a resource poor setting. For example, one of our HIV+ patients has profound anemia and thrombocytopenia, however they had no family member to donate blood for days and there was no blood available. There was also only one unit of platelets. As the patient continued to have epistaxis, the hem-onc team was hesitant to do a bone marrow biopsy. So we thought hard about how to proceed with such limited options, we thought critically about which labs we needed to send off and which procedures would be helpful - in the US, we'd send a full battery of tests without even a thought to the cost, and of course blood would be available. I'm hoping it will make me a better doctor one day gaining this perspective...
While the medicine part is great, the more personal side has been frustrating and maddening at times. The week started with the death of the Stevens Johnson patient from last week. I couldn't stop thinking about him, how much he likely suffered before he died. How is this fair or just? And how often must this have happened that some of the staff in the hospital were not moved emotionally by the possibility of losing him? Do we become numbed to such suffering? In my mind, I figured that in one week I've seen multiple end-stage AIDS patients, in terrible condition, wasting away from malnutrition. Many are not far from death. Theoretically, if I continued to see this for years into the future, what would it do to my sensibilities? How would it affect my thoughts on death? Would I even think twice about this boy?
I'm sure all healthcare providers feel helpless at many points in their career. There's only so much that can be done, and in many cases should be done to try to save someone's life. But when it's these 20 or 30 something year old people losing their lives instead of the 80 something year old, multiple co-morbidities type of patient, it boggles my mind. And from my experience as an American medical student, there's nothing normal about it. From the Botswana perspective though, this has become a new normal. And I'm not sure what can be done to reverse it...
However, what makes me hopeful is the diligence and kindness of the University of Botswana medical students I have worked with and the residents who work so hard everyday. It is because of them hope is not lost in this situation, and I think they will be the key to addressing this new normal that has arrived in the wake of HIV/AIDS. This country has come a long way from that speech in 2001, and we'll see what direction these young leaders will take. I'm excited to be a participant and a witness to this process.
I just finished my first week at Princess Marina Hospital, and to say the least, it has been a rollercoaster of emotions. The hospital is a fascinating place. Each morning starts with morning report, where cases from night before are presented and administrative issues are discussed. Medical students line the back row, attendings sit toward the front - from diverse places like Italy and China and Cuba - and house staff fill the rest of the room. After report, young medical officers, interns and residents fly through the halls with their masks on as patients wait to be rounded on, some in fear, some grasping for air, some casually texting on their cell phones. One thing the patients have in common is that they are very ill, many on the precipice of life and death, coming in with serious opportunistic infections. As a medical student I am learning so much everyday - I'm doing procedures (did my first lumbar puncture!!) and I am engrossed in our discussions of topics like HIV and TB co-infection or cryptococcal meningitis. I love the process of thinking about the diagnosis and the challenge of management decisions in the context of a resource poor setting. For example, one of our HIV+ patients has profound anemia and thrombocytopenia, however they had no family member to donate blood for days and there was no blood available. There was also only one unit of platelets. As the patient continued to have epistaxis, the hem-onc team was hesitant to do a bone marrow biopsy. So we thought hard about how to proceed with such limited options, we thought critically about which labs we needed to send off and which procedures would be helpful - in the US, we'd send a full battery of tests without even a thought to the cost, and of course blood would be available. I'm hoping it will make me a better doctor one day gaining this perspective...
While the medicine part is great, the more personal side has been frustrating and maddening at times. The week started with the death of the Stevens Johnson patient from last week. I couldn't stop thinking about him, how much he likely suffered before he died. How is this fair or just? And how often must this have happened that some of the staff in the hospital were not moved emotionally by the possibility of losing him? Do we become numbed to such suffering? In my mind, I figured that in one week I've seen multiple end-stage AIDS patients, in terrible condition, wasting away from malnutrition. Many are not far from death. Theoretically, if I continued to see this for years into the future, what would it do to my sensibilities? How would it affect my thoughts on death? Would I even think twice about this boy?
I'm sure all healthcare providers feel helpless at many points in their career. There's only so much that can be done, and in many cases should be done to try to save someone's life. But when it's these 20 or 30 something year old people losing their lives instead of the 80 something year old, multiple co-morbidities type of patient, it boggles my mind. And from my experience as an American medical student, there's nothing normal about it. From the Botswana perspective though, this has become a new normal. And I'm not sure what can be done to reverse it...
However, what makes me hopeful is the diligence and kindness of the University of Botswana medical students I have worked with and the residents who work so hard everyday. It is because of them hope is not lost in this situation, and I think they will be the key to addressing this new normal that has arrived in the wake of HIV/AIDS. This country has come a long way from that speech in 2001, and we'll see what direction these young leaders will take. I'm excited to be a participant and a witness to this process.
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